Looking On the Bright Side

I think Dave Barry described 2009 the best when he wrote: It was a year of Hope -- at first in the sense of ``I feel hopeful!'' and later in the sense of ``I hope this year ends soon!''

This past year kicked my little hiney--hard. It will probably go down in my own personal history as one of my more difficult years(and I've had some doozies!). But intertwined with the pregnancy woes and stressful trips on the emotional roller coaster of small business ownership, I found an abundant measure of joy.

I was reminded that seasons of adversity can either make or break a marriage and mine was strengthened by the trials we endured together in 2009. I feel so blessed to be able to travel through the ups and downs of this life with my very best friend.

Our family received such an outpouring of support and love from so many wonderful people who knew of our struggles and reached out to us in countless ways. We could never repay all of the kindness shown to us but I am determined to pay it forward.

The year wrapped up with a major career change for my husband and we are so grateful for this new opportunity. Although it comes with its own unique challenges we're no longer dealing with the stress of self-employment and I no longer play a role in our livelihood and that's a beautiful thing!

Of course the greatest blessing we received this past year was the birth of our sweet little Henry. I had no idea how much our family needed him until he was here. In the early days of his life he was a bright light that got me through some rather dark days. I feel so blessed to be his mother. It puts my whole life into perspective.

So as I approach another year, I am again hopeful. I am aware from the outset that 2010 is also really going to kick my butt. But there are ALWAYS joyful things to look forward to.