Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Shoe on the other foot

It's the time of year when we our minds turn to giving. We look for opportunities to serve, chances to be someone's "Secret Santa." Through the years I have participated in several such service projects and it always feels good to do something for someone in need.

I had never really thought about what it would feel like to be on the receiving end of such kindness. I never imagined that I would ever need it.

Until now.

Last night the door bell rang just as I had put the kids to bed. To my surprise there on the porch was a large fruit basket tied with an enormous bow. I was absolutely delighted. I'll take fresh fruit over sugary treats any day. I unwrapped the cellophane to retrieve the card inside only to find that it was unsigned and in it was a gift card for Walmart for a rather sizable amount. I was brought to tears. And then I was brought to my knees.

Words can't describe my gratitude. Gratitude for the chance to buy groceries with money that doesn't someday have to be paid back. Gratitude for friends who are aware of us and in tune to our struggles. Grateful for the lifting of my burden just a little bit.

I'll tell you it is quite a different experience to be on the receiving end of such service. It is humbling and gratifying at the same time.

I may never know who our secret Santa was this year. If that person happens to be part of my little blogosphere and is reading this right now, thank you. It means so much.

4 comments:

Jen said...

Your family deserves it! I am so happy for you. Enjoy!

Meggen said...

Someone did something similar for us years ago. I remember vividly how grateful I felt. I've never forgotten that act of secret kindness.

I am so happy you have friends who care about you and are watching out for you during the good times and the tough times too. You are very loved---even by those of us who may not be as aware of your specific challenges as others are. I'll keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Liz, in New York said...

It's always a wonderful blessing to know that friends are aware...and that God is, too, carefully watching over us and meeting our needs through loved ones.

...one other thing...we have to thank you for that comment you posted on my blog. Trent and I literally fell out of our chairs laughing. Him forgetting what musical he's even IN is so...so..so...TRENT. That's for sharing that hilarious memory!

kelliemcc said...

There is not a nicer family, who deserves it more! Hope your holidays are filled with this kind of love and joy.